Tomorrow! It's tomorrow! Augh!!!
I think the best word to describe how I am feeling today is "doomed". God I hope the anticipation of this whole thing turns out to be way worse than the reality. I'm a huge worrier, so I find that many things in my life end up being that way, which is great!
This afternoon I shopped for post-surgery supplies. I'm already nauseated and bored just thinking about eating the following foods for the next 10 days:
- Ensure
- Ice cream/milkshakes
- Yogurt smoothies
- Popsicles
- Pureed soups
- Mashed potatoes
Also, after many, many phone calls, my doctor has finally called in my prescriptions. I didn't ask which specific meds I'm to receive - I'd rather the particular brand of painkiller, anti-nausea med and antibiotic come as a lovely surprise when I pick up my prescriptions this evening. Drug roulette, as my friend Patrick described it! Hoping for the good stuff!
It is now 3:17pm and I still don't know what time my surgery is schedule for tomorrow. Sigh.
Update: Arrival time at the surgery center is set for 9:15am. Hurray for not having to wait all day while fasting!
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